hello everyone. i'm back :D

well, the main point im back to my blog is because i wanted to speak! wanted to express my feeling that i cant
let you know.

first of all, happy april fool's day :P stepping into the month of april, it makes me feel stressful.
first - test is near, although its only test one, but i  have to make it more than a passing grade that i used to have in the previous year.

second- GCE is near. omg, time goes so fast. i know that we should be no more last minutes study for the sake of gce. but i just cant help with my laziness. im still the last minutes student. but to be pleased that atleast i do my homeworks :D

well, last but not the least. IT'S MY MONTH! haaa, april 30th is my day. (:

i'm looking forward for my present. oh, how honest am i :P

yeah, back to the MAIN point.

i guess from the month of march, my life haven't been any easy.....

you, sudden appear into my life. break all the rules.... and i cant chase you out.

how sad it is? i don't need you, i don't want you.

but the only thing i wanted was to know that you're safe and sound. how stupid am i?
i have no idea. i can't find my turning point, not until i differentiate you or myself...
since when i would be waiting online just to see you're on.
you have no idea, how pleased am i to see you're online.

how deep it is? .... or maybe just a temporary one. i wished it is.

but , i'm not going to affect myself TOO MUCH for you. because i'm a selfish girl. (:

well well, today i felt the feeling of being rejected! oh you, yes you. you know who you're. if you're reading (: just realize , my heart would still stop beating for a moment when i saw you. surprising. haaa, you're still the old you i think. just as if i had a chance to get to see you nearer, i could tell what had change. its okay, next time :P

good luck for the upcoming test people~

im done. byeee!