i randomly wanted to blog. its not really random, just currently is in a down mode. i wanted to speak, yeah, speak what i wanted to someone which i dont really sure who is that (LOL-NESS). 

i have no ideaaa, what happened to me this YEAR. yeah, this new year, thought it would be goood. unfortunately its not. everything  bad is like queing up and waited to say hello to me. 

gce freak me out. can you imagine its only the starting of the year. and there's no resting for the whole week cus of tuition and this is continuesly for 10 months. it wasn't a short time. 

everything just have to say goodbye no matter what? something that you dont want to happen, always happen. something that you don't expect just came into ur life and make it a mess and leave?

i don't want to be suchaa soft- hearted girl. i showed a strong side to everyone, and i wished to be. yeah, there's still that someone knew im not that strong like how i act liked. i wanted to be like one, please?

and yet about the PROM. okay i knew its too early to talk about this, but just that its our prom, not you guys prom. maybe there's a gap between sci class and other classes but you guys just shouldn't leftout sci class. whatever, i wont please, not going is not such a BIG BIG DEAL.