im BACK. my blogged is dead for sooo long :O sorry to all. im lazy and nothings really up in holidays.. so yeah. my biggest fan, i know who you are. (: im back now anyway.

okayy, where should i start? the starting of holidays? dont think that this would be a long long post ever, because nothing much happened in this holidays. SAD. there's gym, work, home. ofcourse there's still something else, not too much, but atleast they kept me alive (:

the planned of sliming down has, FAILED. mygooodies. holiday kills so muchhh. i hate it yet love it, complicated? noooo, i want to keep everything as simple as possible. but there's just something that i couldn't make its simple. should i just tell you the truth? what i got back from my friends was no. just when i knew that seeing you happy and we can talk and jokes together is so more than enough, then im giving upp. its a goood ending ever for my decision i guessed. (:

i have no ideaa from when, me and him started to get close? i knew it started on that night when we chat ( for the first time?) , and we have an intersting conversation. afterwards, all this happened. we exchanged gifts for the christmas, message and stuffs? i never thought of this would happen, because we just used to said to be a  " couple " between the rumours in our class? haaaa! what can i say is just, dont think too much people, we friends. :)

something goood happened was my sister? my mom finally approved for her first relationship ever in her 20 years life. <3 so happpy. and we have a party on 25th night.we have alots of funn! especially with mf ( hahaha, msy if you read this, i can know what your face would look like =p ) we sing alots and drink alot, we even shared a same can of beer. LOL- ness i know. im just abit too over him, but not that kind, just you know irrestible (: im drunk, first time ever in my life. i tried the feeling of dizzy and its like dancing when youre walking :P im clear with what im doing, but i pretended not and just do and say whatever without thinking. thats why people love to get drunk i guess? we have funn untill 3.30am, and finally im exhausted, headache. 

 26th morning, its a off day ~ we went to mall, with another mf (: he changed! appearance laa, and between him and my cousin, i felt theres always something  that i cant tell. we went to mall, and i said do you smell frenchfries? haaa! he went to order frencfries and i have a whole plate :O so full, later on my sis's dear brought us for dinner again. that sunday was like so omg. after that mf said that still early, then we went to timesquare again, the arcade there was (Y) the mini rider gives you amazing feeling, must try, MUST. :D last but not least, i spend 55 dollars that day :O so omg! bought a long tee , two belt, a book. all gone. i love to spend money SO MUCH. bad habit i know. but that makes you happy. HAHA.