tears, which a word that i thought it had gone in my dictionary. but today, it happens to rolling in my eyes, when im having a conversation with Z. its been long, i dont cry for him. but yeah, maybe today was a strange day, because everything just go soo un-smoothly. something ugly happens, which i guessed is my fault.

started to think that, maybe im somehow a player. am i? i dont know. but what is sure was, i always messed up myself, so badly.

i get to settle this down, when i send that msg to D. but, my mood, sadly, still the same? i couldn't change my mood at all. well, something comes up to my mind telling me that i wanted to talk to Z. so i sent an inbox to Z, without any reasons, but i just make it dont sounds stupid. LOL.

yeah, its just a way to release my stress. because i have no mood to study at all. this un- smoothly day would be over by tomorrow! cus i believe.

while in additional, this is require by MSY. so i blog the first blog of mine :D